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All I Need is Love
17/5/22 15:13Rex was sitting with Mick and the rest of the Spiders just mulling over his thoughts whilst sipping on his drink of whiskey. His mind was a million miles away when he felt a nudge to his side snap him out of his daydream. The bus was packed full of rowdy rock stars drinking, talking, laughing and messing around but Rex was on another planet just thinking about the boy he was in love with. Was he really in love? Fuck. Even he didn't know. The nudge though--that got him looking to where his brother was offering him the bottle of whiskey to top his now empty glass up.
"What's wrong? You seem out of it this evening."
Weird could tell when his brother was thinking about something important because Rex went off into a stare, devoid of emotion and just not speaking. The younger bassist just sighed and pushed his glass away not wanting to drink anymore. No. He had to be sober for this. For what he had wanted for a long time now.
"It's the cute hairy Dane. I---I think I'm in love. All I can think about is him and I want to tell him my feelings."
Rex leaning back in the couch, not even knowing what to say. Mick was talking to Gilly about guitar technique as he found himself drifting back into that daydream once more. Talking to Ansgar and seeing that cheeky smile of his...
"Maybe you should talk to him not trashed. It might help. You need to get this off your chest and I can see it's gnawing at you."
Weird had wise words. He always did. Rex sighed and knew his brother was right. It was no good just sitting here mulling it all over going into daydreams when he could be telling the Dane how he felt. But, he was afraid Ansgar would run away or get scared. The way he looked when Rex told the Dane he loved him back at the hospital that time. Granted they were both smashed but that look----Ansgar looked scared. Would he even accept the Brit loving him? So many questions.
"I'm just afraid he'll say no and run away. I don't want to smother him and---"
Weird put a hand on Rex's arm.
"Go and talk to him. Now. You need to."
Rex knew his brother was right and got up, taking a deep breath, wanting to seek out the drunken drummer. Hopefully, he wasn't too trashed yet so Rex could actually talk to him properly. Well, it was now or never as Rex made his way towards where the Danes were sitting, coming over and offering a smile.
"I want to talk to Ansgar. Is he here?"
"What's wrong? You seem out of it this evening."
Weird could tell when his brother was thinking about something important because Rex went off into a stare, devoid of emotion and just not speaking. The younger bassist just sighed and pushed his glass away not wanting to drink anymore. No. He had to be sober for this. For what he had wanted for a long time now.
"It's the cute hairy Dane. I---I think I'm in love. All I can think about is him and I want to tell him my feelings."
Rex leaning back in the couch, not even knowing what to say. Mick was talking to Gilly about guitar technique as he found himself drifting back into that daydream once more. Talking to Ansgar and seeing that cheeky smile of his...
"Maybe you should talk to him not trashed. It might help. You need to get this off your chest and I can see it's gnawing at you."
Weird had wise words. He always did. Rex sighed and knew his brother was right. It was no good just sitting here mulling it all over going into daydreams when he could be telling the Dane how he felt. But, he was afraid Ansgar would run away or get scared. The way he looked when Rex told the Dane he loved him back at the hospital that time. Granted they were both smashed but that look----Ansgar looked scared. Would he even accept the Brit loving him? So many questions.
"I'm just afraid he'll say no and run away. I don't want to smother him and---"
Weird put a hand on Rex's arm.
"Go and talk to him. Now. You need to."
Rex knew his brother was right and got up, taking a deep breath, wanting to seek out the drunken drummer. Hopefully, he wasn't too trashed yet so Rex could actually talk to him properly. Well, it was now or never as Rex made his way towards where the Danes were sitting, coming over and offering a smile.
"I want to talk to Ansgar. Is he here?"